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It has been a year now.
Thank you for everything.
And hope to see you soon.

There are some bugs in my computer.

I am serious. There are some BUGS in my computer.

It happened 2 days ago, when I found some ants on my bed sheet. (I like surfing the Net in my bed, and sometimes fall asleep on it. Lol) I tried to find out where they come from, maybe they found some food supply on my bed. So I changed my bed sheet (at 4 in the morning!) and ants still there, because they lived inside my notebook!!

At first, I tried to clean up my notebook from outside, but it seemed like it didn't work. They still thought my computer was their home, walked in, walked out, and bit me! Lol.

Since cleaning my notebook from outside didn't work, so I disassembled my notebook today with hope that the ants would be gone and it would work properly when I put it back together.  I found many ants there but it seems like they wouldn't damage my computer, unlike the first bug 60 years ago (a moth trapped between the points of Relay #70, in Panel F) They just walked around and bit me when they came out.

However, now the ants gone, and I got my computer back.

As a programmer, I could say that today I found a new way to debug my computer. Lol.

This is Thai commercial on TV. I just saw it few days ago, and it really touched!!

'Que sera, sere' is Spanish (or maybe something else, some controversy about the language), means  'Whatever will be, will be'. Its first public was a popular song in a film, 'The Man Who Know Too Much', in 1956. And there are many many cover versions after that one.

However, this version is on a commercial for an insurance company. The kids are performing this song on a state, their mothers are there to support their kids. Everything seems like what happen in an ordinary school, except those kids are handicap!

'Que sera sera' also gives the meaning of something that helpless. Something you say when you are stuck in a hopelessly unchangeable situation, but have come to accept, or even embrace the unchangability of it all.

Those kids have to accept what they are. Nothing they can do about it, just go on and live life.


I feel lucky that I have two arms, two legs, and can live life normally.

I think this not only  can be applied to the disabled, but also to our daily life. Some are never satisfied with what they get, always complain about the unchageablility of their life, dwell in the past and never move on.

It is only in your thought, accept it, and happy with it. The future is not ours, to see, but if you are happy with your present, something good will always happens.

Que sera sera, What will be will be.

My favorite. He is so cooool...

My friend passed away few days ago. I went to his funeral today.

I never thought that lost would effect my life. I thought I was strong but deep inside I am not. I am not ready for any lost.

Rest in peace my friend.
You will be missed forever.

Today is 09 09, 09, and it is 09:09 right now.
Nothing much I just want to make a post.

Some people believe that '9' is a magic number, especially Thai people. Number '9' in Thai is pronounced as same as the word 'progress' or 'moving forward'. Some organizations do something big today, such as grand opening, launching their products, important meeting, and much more, and hope that doing those things today will make them success. Some are getting married today and some mother try to give birth today. It sounds like today is one of the luckiest days.

For me, today is just another day. I don't believe in luck, but I believe in results of what I do. If I do something good, I should get something good. Anyway, if luck helps, that would be nice.

So, this entry must be my luckiest entry. Bring me some luck. lol

Are you afraid of death?  I am sometimes.

I ran into a Hi5 page today. Like other pages, this page is full of love with many comments and stuff.  What different is the owner of the page is gone forever. I don't know this guy but some said he is quite famous in cyber world because of his outstanding work.

Maybe death is not that scary. If I do something good when I live, make our world a little bit better. Do everything I want, and don't regret what I have done or what I haven't done. Live it like it is my last one. Because life is so short, we shouldn't waste our time with something bad.

Do my best.
Make my live valuable when I live.
Be missed when I die.

Sound good, isn't it?

It was about 10 years (or maybe more) now since I made my first web page. I made it with simple HTML, a little bit JavaScript, and little bit Flash, and uploaded it to Geocities, provided by Yahoo (and now it is closing this service). That made me realized that I was not good at making web pages at all.

Time pass by, I still working with computer programs, like embedded system, image processing, and trying to avoid making stuff about web and network. I know that they can make a lot of money, because there are lots more users and lots more tools to play with, but I still not good at and keep telling myself that I can learn it tomorrow. Until today, what I want to do need that web stuff. I cannot run away this time.

So now, time to study, try to recognize what I was doing that time. And I think my web pages must look better since there are many tools to help me create web pages. Little bit scared that I can't do it and look like that last time.

I CAN  do it!!!

I went to a hospital to visit my uncle yesterday.  He has a stroke and now still in ICU. He didn't look very well, but stable. I hope he will be OK soon.

Hospital is not a good place to visit, but there are facts of life there. Many people are born there, go back there with sickness and many people die there. We can't run away from those things. We going to get old one day and die. We were born to die.

So what the points of living. Every one fight for living with that money and stuff, fight for something that we don't want it in the end.

So what the points of living. Live life, enjoy it. Life is so short, so do what you want to do.

Then now I have a question "What do I want to do?"